I thought I was strong enough.
I thought I had full control.
I thought I knew what I wanted.
I thought I knew who I was.
But then, those stayed as mere plain thoughts.
Coz in reality, I was bounded by four walls I have built for myself... Walls that have stayed for the last four and a half years that seemed unbreakable, until I met these two -- my so-called otters.
What made me cling to them is their undying effort to make me realize who I really should be away from the wall I continually rebuild at times when I start to break them. They open up my eyes to the things I've been missing out on life. They psyche me to the point that I have no choice but push my limits to realize things on my own... coz deep within, I wanted to find out what's real and what's not.
I don't know how they did it, but they were successful. :)
They got me thinking... hard.
They got me searching too.
Then, I found myself.
I found myself back to life.
Consequently, I also do the same to them sometimes ;))
It's like we help ourselves to be better people by assessing and reassessing ourselves over food and drinks every now and then. They see through me, and I'm quite sure I see through them too! They can open my eyes to so much possibilities making me feel that I have yet to experience the best days of this wonderful life God has given me.
When I'm with them...
I can laugh hard without thinking about how noisy I am.
I can do things crazily, spontaneously and seize the moment.
I can be who I am, and they'll be up for it!
They'll be there through times, good or bad.
Just being real about what you think, how you feel, and be supported/encouraged along the way. That I have felt the moment God introduced me to my so called otters.♥
Indeed, my otters like no other. :)